Thursday, April 3, 2014

Phir kab milo gi ......

One again I was reminded that Goodbyes are not easy to say .
I  could not hold my tears back as her  voice moist with emotions touched my ears :
" If you are coming this side , let us meet ..... because .... naa jaaaney phir kab milna ho .... "

 The thought of her going away  was extremely saddening .
Not that we met everyday . Not that we talked everyday.
But ever since I have met her she has been close to my heart .
Strangely she has been a rejuvenating force in my life .
I have admired her for her breathtaking  simplicity and  her unadulterated sincerity .


An exemplary daughter ,  an absolutely devoted mother , an affectionate friend , a diligent professional , a marvellous host .
But certainly these are only a few aspects of her immensely affable personality .
For some years now her life had centered so completely around her father  that now after his passing away she  seems to have lost a major part of herself......
She is brave . She is dignified .
She will  overcome the pain , she will come to terms with the loss , but it will take some time ....and a good  measure of effort .
I wish her  all the happiness and  contentment in life.


I don't make friends easily . But she is  a great one .
I don't visit  family and friends much . But used to visit her once in a while .....
She had invited me over very earnestly for lunch in February , but I could not go ....
Usually I don't let regrets overpower me , but this one now seems to prick me a lot.

" Keep in touch please " I said , emptiness suddenly engulfing me
"Oh! Sure .... My WhatsApp will be working " , she told me in a tearful voice

Thank God for WhatsApp and Facebook , but  the homes that welcomed me inside their warmth with open arms seem to be closing doors....
 Goodbyes , specially such abrupt and  heart wrenching  ones are hard to say .